I have always told people when I want something I do everything I can to get it and usually, I DO get what I want. It’s not that I feel entitled…it’s that when I want something it eats at me and I HAVE to get what I want to calm the fire inside.

Today, I woke up with such a strong craving and I knew it was going to happen, and no matter how hard I tried to ignore the images, the desires overwhelming my thoughts, I failed. And so i did what I needed to do…and I warned him.

See, today, I wanted. No giving mood here, it was all for me, me, me, what felt good to me.

Lucky for him when I’m selfish he benefits.