http://www.saferwaters.net I splash and giggle in the shallow end Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:29:10 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en My daughter is here, we've been busy, went to Disneyland, visited my friend in San Diego and all out having a blast. If I could just have a moment to take a breathe then I'd be good. Having an awesome time, though. I'd promise more writing but ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/06/19/weeeeee/ Such havoc the full moon creates, leaving me exhausted from the heightened state and night of restless sleep. I'm unsure if today's oddities are due to the full moon's aftermath, or altogether something different. Either way, today has been frustrating. My arms are vibrating as if I hit the ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/05/20/52/ Apparently I've acquired change as an acquaintance against my preference. I fight it, try to settle in a comfy, cozy world of routine and things expected, and once again, change weezles its way in. Phooey! So here I am in a new place I hope to stay in for ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/05/13/change-not-my-friend/ Long story short, I didn't get the place I thought, so no view of the valley but my new place rocks even more so and there's still a nice view of the golf course from the back patio. For once, I used the brains and hired movers and ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/05/06/settling-in-but-not-settlin/ I'm moving. Again. Yeah.  I really just want some downtime but hey, one day. Meanwhile, new room is cheaper and has a kick ass view of the whole valley.  Sweetness! And I'm totally paying for movers this time. http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/04/23/on-the-road-again/ A good sign I need to go to bed:  when I reach for a drink...and notice my Sobe lid is on my bottle of lithium...and the red Rx lid is on the Sobe bottle.  Niiiice! http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/04/08/tired-much/ I don't have much in me right now.  No matter how much sleep I get, or how well I eat I'm exhausted, tired and fighting the heavy eyes.  This afternoon I have a doctor's appointment and hopefully he'll have some insight as to what's going on. I don't think it's ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/04/08/eh/ I love my parents, I really do, and I appreciate that they listened to me have a serious freak out session over the phone (while driving...not good). But what I hate, what really pisses me off, especially since my dad is bi-polar, mom depressed, that one of the first ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/02/27/yes-i-swallowed-the-pills-that-make-me-want-to-hurl/ I am so angry, so fucking angry I don't know how to stop shaking. I am sad, am hurt, upset, and angry angry angry. But most of all, I'm lost...because I've been told my daughter was bored when she was here last holiday. I was told I didn't care, ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/02/27/44/ Aaah, what a beautiful sight this morning, waking up to clear skies, walking out to my car shielding my eyes instead of stepping around puddles. And it was a nice warm 51 degrees! Wow, who'd have thunk I'm actually in Southern California? I also love seeing the moon when ... http://www.saferwaters.net/2008/02/26/sun/